I have fallen out with next door.

[chrissiebee]

Oh I am so upset. I have told Becky last night, but nobody else.
Months and months ago my neighbours came round for drinks. Mitch dropped Jens bttle of vodka, and went with her to buy a new one. Whilest they were out her fella Steve tried to kiss me, I did at 1st then pulled away quite shocked.
Anyway we all had a good night, and quite drunk. When they went back I told Mitch as I dont keep secrets, and he got a bit upset but fine after a day or so and we all carried on as normal. Mitch thought it best not to say anything to Jen, thats for him to say if he wanted to.
Sooo...fri night I went to shop and Jen invited me to the pub, Mitch came with us and I got drunk very quickly as I not been drinking much and when we ran out of money Mitch left me with her.
I told her...drunk. I was terrible, making out that Steve hid things from her - but I don't remember anything after she got me a sambuka...till sat morning I was bruised n sore from falling over and Mitch told me Steve had come over with Jen and she said I heard all about you Steve and they left abruptly.
Our back doors are inches apart and they are ignoring me. I feel AWFUL! I was drunk can't remember what I said. I am scared to go out back. I text Jen yesterday and apologised and said I was talking rubbish, no text back.
We were good friends - she took me to gym lots. I hate feeling so awful - its knocking my confidence and feel like I am the worst witch ever and might have split them up.
What would you do? I cant stand this being ignored. I feel like the evil bitch from hell, when I just trying to be honest - I really can not stand deceit and worried I have caused huge issues with them and months of stress and anxiety.